Natalie Writes

A fairly nomadic college student's way of dramatizing normal things

Top 25 Movies of the 2000s December 10, 2009

Filed under: . — nataliewrites @ 6:08 pm

Well I failed at 25, because you’ll see there are 30. Just think of those last five as “Honorable Mention.” Chad, you may notice some shockers such as the lack of No Country, Slumdog, or the number one spot to Moulin Rouge. Clearly, biased and there are a lot of films I still haven’t seen from the decade.

Top 25 Movies of 2000-2009

  1. Moulin Rouge (2001)
  2. Lord of the Rings Trilogy (2001-03)
  3. Knocked Up (2007)
  4. Road To Perdition (2002)
  5. The Dark Knight (2008)
  6. Up (2009)
  7. All The Real Girls (2003)
  8. The Departed (2008)
  9. Bourne Ultimatum (2008)
  10. Hot Fuzz (2007)
  11. Royal Tennenbaums (2001)
  12. Amelie (2001)
  13. Children of Men (2006)
  14. A Beautiful Mind (2001)
  15. Before Sunset (2004)
  16. Memento (2000)
  17. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)
  18. Juno (2008)
  19. 3:10 To Yuma (2008)
  20. Crash (2006)
  21. Minority Report (2002)
  22. Bandits (2001)
  23. The Descent (2007)
  24. Walk The Line (2005)
  25. Wall-E (2008)
  1. Donnie Darko (2001)
  2. Man On Fire (2004)
  3. Love Actually (2003)
  4. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (2009)
  5. Oh Brother Where Art Thou? (2000)
 

tv December 9, 2009

Filed under: busy nothings — nataliewrites @ 9:13 pm

I’ve never been able to watch TV just to watch TV. I hate channel surfers, people always quoting commercials, and talk shows. The mindless droll of the same three reality TV hosts is nauseating. I prefer to avoid it entirely. I stick to movies. Movies and LOST.

I grew up on PBS shows as I was not allowed to watch a lot of shows on other channels, and we did not have the luxury of cable until I was in high school.

Grandma’s in Egypt and I have the condo to myself. I figured it would be same old except meals on my own and I wouldn’t have to listen to the news for three hours a day. I thought I might be even more lonely than usual, instead I looked to the TV for comfort. Reruns of Law and Order, Golden Girls, even Fresh Prince of Belair. I thought of all the people that had watched the shows when they were originally aired. And I thought of all the people watching with me at that very minute.

I am reminded of the season by the constant Christmas deal commercials and all the channels playing Christmas movies, regardless of their regular programming. I even ate dinner, if you can call it that, in front of the TV. I watched IRobot for the first time. I would never have paid to watch that movie due to friends’ reviews. I watched it for free and guess what? I kinda liked it.

So I feel that forgiveness and a reunion, or perhaps, an introduction is in order. TV, my name’s Natalie. I appreciate the company. Thank you.

 

“December never felt so wrong.” December 4, 2009

Filed under: . — nataliewrites @ 2:30 pm

This Christmas will be weird.

My first Christmas away from home. No snow. No tree. Probably no Christmas dinner, although that’s not necessarily a tradition of ours.

Also, the holidays are the most romantic time of year. I’m not sure why. Think of When Harry Met Sally on New Years Eve or Christmas shopping at Sharper Image. Think about The Family Man, It’s A Wonderful Life, Elf, Die Hard (has its moments right?), Miracle on 34th Street, and of course Love Actually.

It’s that time of year… and I expect I’ll be watching Love Actually at least five times in order to make up for the lack of love and Christmas around here.

 

verses for thought November 17, 2009

Filed under: busy nothings — nataliewrites @ 8:37 pm

okay first of all: how freaking awesome is the book of Hebrews? I keep finding these awesome verses out of context and almost all of them come from Hebrews. Here are a few encouraging me today:

 

“These two things cannot change: God cannot lie when he makes a promise, and he cannot lie when he makes an oath. These things encourage us who came to God for safety. They give us strength to hold on to the hope we have been given. We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, sure and strong.”  6:18-19

 

“So do not lose the courage you had in the past, which has a great reward. You most hold on, so you can do what God wants and receive what he has promised.” 10:35-36

 

“We all share in Christ if we keep till the end the sure faith we had in the beginning.” 3:14

 

Now here are some various verses from other books keeping me afloat.

Isaiah 41:10, 1 Peter 5:6-7, 1 Peter 4:12-14, Psalm 37:4-5

 

Amen.

 

biola grad for president?? November 15, 2009

Filed under: . — nataliewrites @ 4:38 pm

This article written by David Brooks for the New York Times, Nov. 13th, 2009

“Some days, the Republican Party seems to be going crazy. Its public image is often shaped by people who appear to have gone into government because they saw it as a steppingstone to talk radio.

But deep in the bowels of the GOP, there are serious people having quiet conversations. The people holding these conversations created and admired Bob McDonnell’s perfectly executed Virginia gubernatorial campaign. And now as they look to the future of their party, and who might lead it in 2012, the name John Thune keeps popping up.

As you may or may not know, Thune is the junior U.S. senator from South Dakota, the man who beat Tom Daschle in an epic campaign five years ago. The first thing everybody knows about him is that he is tall (6 feet 4 inches), tanned (in a prairie, sun-chapped sort of way) and handsome (John McCain jokes that if he had Thune’s face, he’d be president right now). If you wanted a Republican with the same general body type and athletic grace as Barack Obama, you’d pick Thune.

The second thing people say about him is that he is unfailingly genial, modest and nice. He grew up in Murdo, S.D., population 612. His father was a Naval aviator in World War II and a genuine war hero. He was called back home after the war to work in the family hardware store and went on to become an educator, as did his wife.

John was a high school basketball star and possesses idyllic small-town manners, like the perfect boy in a Thornton Wilder play. He appears to be untouched by cynicism. In speeches and interviews, he is straightforward, intelligent and earnest. He sometimes seems to have emerged straight into the 21st century from a more wholesome time.

After high school, he attended Biola University, a small Christian college outside Los Angeles. He then got an M.B.A. from the University of South Dakota and has spent his adult life ascending — as a congressional staffer, South Dakota Republican Party chairman, the state railroad director, a member of the U.S. House, and now the Senate.

His positions on the issues are unremarkable. He is down-the-line conservative on social, economic and foreign policy matters. What’s notable is the way he talks about the issues and jumps off from them.

He is a gracious and ecumenical legislator, not a combative one. When you ask him to mention authors he likes, he mentions C.S. Lewis and Jeff Shaara, not political polemicists. The first person who told me I had to write a column about Thune was a liberal Democratic senator who really likes the guy.

Thune also possesses the favored Republican profile du jour: conservative at the roots, but pragmatic at the surface. Like McDonnell, nobody can question Thune’s conservative bona fides. As a result, he doesn’t have to talk about them. Instead, he prefers to talk about what he calls the “economic cluster” of issues: job creation, balanced budgets and small-business-led growth.

He doesn’t have radical plans to cut the federal leviathan. He just wants to restrain the growth of government to bring deficits down. He doesn’t have ambitions to restructure the tax code. He just wants to lift burdens on small business.

He says his prairie background has given him a preference for small companies and local government. When he criticizes the Democrats, it is for mixing big government with big business: the bailouts of Wall Street, the subsidies to the big auto and energy corporations. His populism is not angry. He doesn’t rail against the malefactors of wealth. But it’s there, a celebration of the small and local over the big and urban.

Republican pros are attracted to Thune because he could rally the hard-core conservatives without scaring away the suburbanites. His weakness is that he’s never really worked outside of government, and he’s almost never shown a maverick side.

At the moment, Republicans are riding an emotional wave. Karl Rove had a piece in Thursday’s Wall Street Journal that captures the mood: Obama is being defined as a liberal. Independents are fleeing. The political tide is shifting.

That overstates things. Obama remains the most talented political figure of the age. After health care passes, he will pivot and pick some fights with his own party over spending. He’ll solidify his standing with independents, and if the economy recovers, he could go into his re-election with as much momentum as Ronald Reagan enjoyed in 1984.

Republicans are still going to have to do root-and-branch renovation if they hope to provide compelling answers to issues like middle-class economic anxiety. But in the meantime, people like Thune offer Republicans a way to connect fiscal discipline with traditional small-town values, a way to tap into rising populism in a manner that is optimistic, uplifting and nice.”

 

Other articles on Thune:

http://www.examiner.com/x-19823-PostPartisan-Examiner~y2009m11d13-Senator-John-Thune-2012-meet-the-Republican-Obama-and-your-next-President

http://edition.cnn.com/2009/POLITICS/11/10/john.thune/

 

 

 

A Study In Solitude November 8, 2009

Filed under: busy nothings — nataliewrites @ 5:42 pm

When I googled “solitude” this is the first picture that came up. I think there are a lot of things to be said about this painting. Like perhaps though there is darkness all around this person, they themselves and their shadow are light, perhaps symbolizing that though they are alone in the dark their hope comes from within and radiates. Just my initial thoughts of course.

I’m interested in writing a script on solitude so I wanted to blog just to formulate some ideas and get out all my opinions.

I am currently in what I consider to be a state of solitude. I live and work in a city where I don’t know anybody. I live with my grandmother who is hardly interested in a relationship with me. My friends both from home and at school have their own busy lives to attend to and, thought it is not their fault, have little time to listen to me talk about the busy nothings that my life currently consists of. You may think, well you work with people isn’t that enough interaction? To tell you the truth: No. First of all, San Diego is one of the most self centered cities I’ve ever been to and unfortunately a good amount of the people I work with fall into that category. Second, much like my friends at home, they already have their own lives and friends outside of work that take up most of their time. It is so bizarre being surrounded by people and yet knowing no one. I thought this would only last a little while, but I’ve been here for over two months now. I walk through the mall on my way home from work, but I’ve stopped smiling at people because I think sometimes they look offended. I walk through stores and ask advice of the workers there just to have a conversation. I never buy anything, they probably think I wasted their time. When I am at “home” when I’m not working, I usually try calling everyone I know because the chances are I’ll only reach one of them anyway. I have stopped wasting time on my computer and try reading or renting movies. I started going to Blockbuster every day after work for awhile. Again, just to have conversations, especially about something I love: movies. I thought this time would be good for a little while, but it’s toxic. Since I was diagnosed with clinical depression over a year ago, I’ve discovered that possibly the worst thing for me is solitude. I fall apart. Conveniently, my perscription ran out right when I moved to San Diego and because I don’t have a therapist here I haven’t been able to get it renewed. So it has been two months since I’ve been on my medication. Solitude magnified by hopelessness.

I apologize for the depressing nature of this post. This is not a pity party, I promise. I’m just trying to find purpose and reason for solitude.

 

ecclesiastes three October 27, 2009

Filed under: . — nataliewrites @ 10:11 pm

(my take.)


There is a time for everything,

And a season for every activity under heaven.

A time for hair dye and a time for roots

A time for having your own car and a time for walking

A time for classes and a time for work

A time for friends and a time for solitude

A time for losing weight and a time for enjoying PF Changs at all times

A time for classic cinema and a time for B-movie horror flicks

A time for prosperity and a time for poverty

A time for opinions and a time for silence

A time for stress and a time for….sleep….

goodnight.


 

lyrical genius October 25, 2009

Filed under: busy nothings — nataliewrites @ 3:08 pm

You’re not the first thing in my life I’ve loved and lost
Yeah I’ve thought worse things that I might be less inclined to merely just shrug off

I’ve been convincing myself that I’m worthwhile
Cause I’m worth what I’ll convince myself to be

I met the devil and I stared her in the eyes
Her hair had scales like silver serpents
I a statue, stood there mesmerized

I took the fire escape and made it out alive
Yeah I still burn from time to time but I’ve a healing hand against my side

(If You Want To) by Relient K

I fell in love and I wanted to say it was you
I wanted to say it was you

If you believe me
We can stand the test of time like no one else
If you believe me
It means you have to disbelieve yourself

If You Believe Me by Relient K

What has love in store for me?

Considering where I’ve been, I’m not sure I want to see.

Because I’ve held it in my hand, as simple as a grain of sand

I let it slip from my fingers lost forever and…

So what does love have in store for me? Will it bring me to my knees?

Show me how a mystic sees?

Because there’s so little I understand, from universe to grain of sand

And how she slipped from my fingers, lost forever and…

Lost Forever by Guggenheim Grotto

Truth I know why I am drawn to you

You are fire in my arms

I could get burned and still I play with you

You are fire in my arms

I am a man in a wooden barrell

I’m a girl on a spinning wheel

And you are the draw along the column

You were the girl with the cards

Who could deal me a heart, or blow me away

Girl With The Cards by Guggenheim Grotto

and for kicks…

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a gun they say
That girl is a gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out

Replay by IYAZ

 

Recent One Liners October 8, 2009

Filed under: film — nataliewrites @ 10:46 pm

1. Michael Clayton

This film was brilliant, but sadly I think a little over my head.

2. Assassination of Jesse James: By The Coward Robert Ford

Beautifully shot: This surprisingly tense tale is perfected by the performances of Pitt and Affleck.

3. Californication (Seasons 1 and 2)

The subject matter is sexual and most times vulgar, but I promise you the relationship between Hank and his daughter is the most redemptive thing on television.

4. Pride And Prejudice

Overall, I think I actually liked it.

5. Carrie

Disappointing in it’s ability to scare and in it’s terrible take on religion, this movie was just weird.

 

abstinence, “the ring thing” October 2, 2009

Filed under: busy nothings — nataliewrites @ 4:16 pm

abstinence: n.  The act or practice of refraining from indulging an appetite or desire, especially for alcoholic drink or sexual intercourse.

So. Here’s my schpeel on abstinence (specifically abstinence from sex). I committed myself to abstain when I was 13 before I even really knew what it meant. I went to a True Love Waits conference. Signed a card. Prayed a prayer. And took a sigh of relief thinking, “Well at least I don’t have to worry about that for a while.”

Truth is: I didn’t. I never had a problem, even through high school, with “abstaining.” I got my first kiss when I was 15 and after that I didn’t have a boyfriend until I was in college so I guess I didn’t really see the point. I never had a problem telling guys “no,” but usually I didn’t get into situations where I’d have to. I think I’m blessed. Lord knows what I would’ve done had I any desire to do these sort of things. I remember how proud my dad was when I asked him to get me a promise ring for my 16th birthday. Even then I thought, “Doesn’t every Christian do this? I thought it was assumed by parents that they’re kids wouldn’t be having sex.”

College didn’t change much. The couple boyfriends I’ve had have been very clear with where I stand on the subject.  I’ve gotten into lots of conversations just because of my True Love Waits ring. What I’ve been surprised to find, is that even at a Christian school, abstinence is not a given. In fact, even though it’s against contract at my school, Biolan couples perhaps convinced that their significant other is “the one” give their virginity away much easier than I thought. Now I don’t know if this is due to rationalization or simply the belief that sex doesn’t matter; abstinence is a joke.

Another matter is sex during engagement. This is one thing I can understand. If you know who you’re going to spend the rest of your life with and you’ve got a ring on your finger, I can imagine it being much more difficult to remain chaste. Now that friends of mine are getting engaged and married, I think about this more often and I preach about it more often. I know I’m not in their position, but I remind them why they’re saving it in the first place.

It’s hard to have this conversation with non Christians, because they just can’t understand why. Well, let me give it a shot. I’ll begin with the secular reasons:

1. No STDS or anything of that kind

2. No teen pregnancies

3. No worrying about teen pregnancies (unbelievable peace)

4. No adding sex to relationships that aren’t ready for it

5. No extra reason for staying with a significant other

6. No one night stands, and the crappy feeling you get the morning after

7. You can’t take it back!

Now the spiritual reasons:

1. Well, I made the committment and that means something to me

2. The Bible says so! Of course, it is a forgiveable sin for Christian’s just like everything else, but I think it has a lot more emotional consequences than most.

3. You keep your heart and your mind pure. If you’re never tempted or you never experience something like sex, it’s much harder to struggle with lust or obsession.

4. You are able to give your entire spiritual being to your spouse.

5. It is a beautiful representation of the bride and the church, to be a virgin on your wedding day and to be able to look your spouse in the eye and say, “I have been saving myself for you my whole life and I give this to you as a gift. There is no one else I would share this part of myself with.”